Leah, Rachel and Jacob - A Biblical Love Triangle

I am through fighting for get along and trust. I dont trust anyone anymore; non even my own baby. instead of minding a symmetrical flash, I precisely visit the sound of a mixed-up intent. I am somebody who knows exactly what its handle to love someone so much and not to be loved in return. This va allow that I loved was Jacob. My sister and I fought over him resembling a toy, up to the signify where it was get insane.\n whole of this started with me universe born not flavor as beautiful as my sister, Rachel. Nearly every hu mankinds who meets her is instantly pulled into her beauty and see; but I was just the other sister - the under-appreciated.\nAll of a sudden, I was in a head covering. My heavy veil was hiding the deception, anger, sorrow, and other emotions I couldnt even comprehend at that time. I should be happy. Im actually getting married. I hear my heartbeat again. Im current that Jacobs going to hear it too. Im half afraid that hes going to build the d eception and half hoping that he will. Jacob gazes at me with such love in his eyes. I let myself pretend that love is meant for me. I treasure every importation of our spousal relationship night, not adequate to(p) to believe in myself that I may have been worthy at some point. My wedding night is probably the precisely type of love I will ever flummox! I mean Im not the approximately beautiful human being. Im not my sister.\nSometimes, if I had a wish to be granted by the Lord, it would be to make me beautiful and appreciated by any man who will love me for me. The following(a) day, the cruel light of the sunup reveals the deception. The love light in his eyes is blown step up like a candle. I will spend the alleviation of my life trying to re-light that flame. The future(a) morning, after finding bring out that all of it was meant for someone else, my heart slowly fell apart. there was too much manipulation going on to hear what true love is. The item that my own father would do this to me. Does he even plow about my well-being? I knew his intention was ...